The Diligent Diabetic

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The Diligent Diabetic

Hi, I’m C.C. Stallworth. I’m a wife, a mother and a grandmother. My life’s motto comes straight from an old hymn my grandmother would sing, If I can help somebody as I pass along then my living shall not be in vain. If I can do my duty with a word or song, then my living shall not be in vain.

This is where I find great joy and peace, knowing that when we help others we help ourselves. Yes, I am that person, the one who lives to take care of others, so you can imagine the blow I received on March 26, 2012 when I learned that I was diabetic, type 2. Words cannot begin to express the heartbreak and emotion I felt at that moment. My first thought was denial, no…this can’t be right.  I can’t be sick.

Some of you reading this might think, Oh, she’s so dramatic, but let me assure you Diabetes is no joke.  It is a disease to be taken seriously.  I remember thinking, where do I go from here, what do I do now. I experienced such a rush of emotions that ranged from restrictions on what I would be able to eat, confusion, fear, and again denial.  However, there was one constant in the back of my mind, the fact that mental illness ran in my family made me know that no matter what, I had to go forward and not get depressed. With that, the question I asked myself was, “Do you want to live?”.